my spare time = planning my wedding. i have nothing else to do with my spare time so i figured i might as well get a head start on all the stuff.. figuring out ballpark costs of things. and finding things i like. and what i want the parts of my wedding to be/look like. i’d say im way ahead of the game. woo! its exciting. i just cant decide on a july 11th (and not love my wedding date cuz its an odd number and have steph there) or 18th(and not have steph there)

people. young people. are dumb. they dont understand distance. they dont know what it is. i hate when people who go to school a HALF AN HOUR away are like “i miss everyone at home!” duh. you’re a half hour away. get in your car and drive home.

anyway. back to my crime show.

i hate this everything. get me out.

oh frosty.

going to the spot for my moms birthday. yummy.

i wish aim would work. and let me online. cuz its super annoying. and i wish Justin was here cuz i miss him too much.

people are soooo dumb. an excuse from someone who got pulled over for speeding - “my car doesnt like to go under 40.”

ps. mucinex dm breaks up mucus and quiets coughing.

with my stuff! just kidding babe. i love you<3

If you are not capable of providing an enriching, stimulating, SAFE environment for a child.. then DONT have them! how upsetting, frustrating, and confusing.

i have to pee. the end. k bye.

So here i am.. with nothing to do. i’ve stalked all i can on both myspace and facebook.. and now im watching cops.. how incredibly depressing. (ps. people are idiotsssss) I would LOVE to go for a run right now.. too bad its dark and freezing outside. I almost wish i was at school so i could go to the gym. I’ve started this new ab workout situation.. and i’ve instituted a new rule of no eating after dinner for myself. We’ll see how long they last.. hopefully a long time.

I’ve recently discovered how depressed the world of pre k is.  As in children getting beaten, getting threatened to be beaten and then translating that into threats to the teachers which are full of swear words, hitting, punching, kicking, and name calling, as well as parents making/dealing drugs in a home where a small child lives and has ingested the drugs on at least one occasion. its sad to see.. but i’ll pray for the parents cuz something has to change somewhere.

anyway. uh. im gonna go keep being sad about my life right now. kkkkkkkkk bye.

BLAH! i miss Justin. COME BACK.

and i dont like pre k.

my bay left me. not fair. im kinda depressed about it. i hate you clarkson..

ps. i hate field periods too. k bye.